If only I could lose everything I have…

Standing in front of my mirror,

All I see are the reflections from the past

Broken and dishevelled

Trying to reach out for the fleeting clouds…

It’s all coming back again –

Misleading faith,

Believing in the lies

Hallucination of being loved

And the ever growing load of expectations!

If I could only break out of these heavy chains,

Reach the clouds and fly away with them…

Forever and ever and lost into the never-ending oblivion

No broken trusts, no broken heart

No unfulfilled expectations, no nightmares

Just the feeling of being lost forever…

The Lonely Traveller

Am a lost ship in the open wide ocean

Come back to hold my oars and give me a direction

Since the time you left my hand

I only wake up to an empty barren land

The silence is deafening

The darkness making me blind

I want to laugh out loud

But there seems no reason why I must try

My eyes are red, they want to pour

But alas! There’s no one to feel its roar…

I count the days and pray for it to end

Hope she arrives before my days are over….